All this came to mind this week when Katie and I were going through pictures for her senior video and yearbook page. Once again, reality hit me square in the face. For more than one reason I've had a lump in my throat this week...tears of joy and sadness.
Joy! When I look back four years ago and see how far she's come, I'm just amazed at how God works and how blessed we are to still have her with us. Four years ago inpatient treatment was the only option we had as we watched her slowly melt away from an eating disorder. God is so good and is continuing to good things in her.
Sadness...maybe I should say bittersweet. Although I'm happy and excited for my little girl that she's grown into this healthy, beautiful and independent young woman that loves God, part of me on the other hand is feeling a little empty. I know she will be going off to school this fall and starting a new chapter in her life.
I have to trust in the Lord and pray that He will lead her and guide her in this new beginning of her life.
We have not ceased to pray for you and to ask that you may be filled with the knowledge of His will in all spiritual wisdom and understanding.
Colossians 1:9
11 comments:
She is absolutely beautiful Ginger! You are truly blessed!
She is just lovely! I know that it is a hard place this year for you! I will be there this time next year with Austin. I cannot believe how fast time flies.
Enjoy your weekend, my sweet friend!
Hugs!
Susan
Praying for you, sweet friend, as not only your daughter begins a new chapter in her life, but you and your husband begin a new chapter as well. We've got quite a few more years before we'll be 'releasing' our first one from the 'nest' of home. I can only imagine the joy and ache you feel at the same time. Sending big hugs your way.
In Him,
Karen
It is a bittersweet feeling. Both of our kids have moved on, though our daughter has now moved back home (jobs in this economy...) and I'm enjoying her more now than I ever did. I think once they leave a part of you leaves with them. But then also the part of you that first fell in love with your husband kind of reblooms and it is a beautiful thing. The stages of life that the Lord blesses us with are varied indeed.
I understand your emotions, Ginger! It's tough when they leave for college, but it's also a wonderful time to reconnect with your hubby. That's what I've been doing. :-)
WOW. College!! How very exciting for her, and as you said, bittersweet for you and your hubby. God has a wonderful plan for your sweet girl - take a deep breath!! is she planning on going far from home? and for what it's worth, by the time i get the little one sleeping thru the night i feel like I will be entering menopause!
Beautiful post, Ginger! And your daughter is absolutely beautiful too! We will be going through this next year and it's just so hard to already take in.
She is such a beautiful young lady. I know the feeling of watching them grow into a young adult. I know the difficult part of letting go. It all came faster than I had ever dreamed. I will remember you in my prayers. Jackie
Katie is such a beautiful girl! I know you're very proud of her.
I remember so well when my children were at this stage of life. It's such an exciting time, but yet sad at the same time (mostly for the parents).
Katie is so blessed to have a praying Mom and she will always know where to turn at any time should she need a listening ear, some advice or encouragement.
A verse I prayed & still pray over my grown children is from Isaiah 42:16 (NIV)
"I will lead the blind by ways they have not known, along unfamiliar paths I will guide them; I will turn the darkness into light before them and make the rough places smooth. These are the things I will do; I will not forsake them."
This verse stays on my fridge. :)
The next stage and every one after is very thrilling.
God has a way of preparing us for each step.
Hugs from OK,
Valerie
Dear Ginger,
I so embrace what you have written .. it is overwhelming at times raising our children - hoping for the best things to happen in their lives - always supporting - always loving, no matter what.
Your daughter is lovely ....
I am into the 'watching' of grandchildren now - but the feelings never change.
The Lord's hand is upon your beautiful daughter.
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